Well….

By m3ddyliau on Wednesday, April 4th, 2012

There are so many things going on in my head it’s unbelievable. So I’m going to be strange and list them.

1. School - Easter Holidays, so much revision but hopefully I’ll keep ontop of it. 9 days left in school until it’s all over and it’s strange to think everything that’s been the routine for the past 5 years is gonna be gone. Excited to get into BOA but I know that it’s not the right place, so fingers crossed Arden will have me. ARGH WORK.

2. Family - Spending so little time with them it’s funny. Hopefully now it’s Easter it’ll be easier but Dad’ll probably just end up winding me up. Things are getting better though now, he’s less touchy and things are a little easier as time has passed.

3. Grandad - Obviously it’s hard, I always knew it would be. Not a day goes by without me thinking about him and its pathetic how little tiny things are setting me off. But, as always, time heals it all.

4. Brandon - I am so confused. He appears to want to be friends but it just feels strange. It’s not going to work, I just want to know why he stopped caring, or for him to maybe do something to prove he cares. However, it’s a lost cause, and it’s time i accepted that.

5. Charlie - aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh. so hot. however, out of my legue. probably just a massive one off thing, but something just seemed to click. hopefully they’ll all be back on Friday but probably shouldn’t get my hopes up. either way it’s a nice distraction and hopefully we’ll see where it goes. 

Atleast things are looking up, eh?